Week 14 : Growth!

 

This semester and this school year have been a lot. A lot of stress, a lot of exhaustion but also a lot of growth for me as a person just like the tomato plants. Well, maybe not the ones that are on the verge of dying but the control ones for sure.


I think that next semester will turn out better because I know who I can ask for help and support and I will most likely be continuing the plant acoustic project again except I'll plant peas instead of radishes. Though this won't be for another 3 ish month, for now, I'll just focus on summer!

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